Its your birthday!!

You would think a bday comes every year and as you grow older the charm of a birthday fades slowly. You would think the thought of being closer to 30 than before would make you not so happy. You would think that one would outgrow the concept of gifts and surprise parties and cakes and bday hats at some point! You would think that the curiosity of what gifts you're gonna receive or how the day is gonna be will fizzle out at some age!

oh well..with my birthday few days away do i sense any of the above happening? NOPE!!

Im as curious about everything as george or a cat or whoever u think is most curious..lol..many of you might think its me! :P I'm so excited i'm probably driving some people around me crazy! :)

But you see..A birthday comes every year..but a 21st bday doesnt!! :)

All u ppl of the world..thursday 26th february is a day of celebration..Have a blast(with or without me!)

ok so what do u think of making it a week..birthday week! :) oh i can almost hear the groans and probably some sneering!

Why..

Why is it that sometimes a sense of depression settles in and refuses to go..

Why is it that its almost always preceded by a sense of euphoria..or am i imagining that..

Why is it that the little things make such a huge difference and upset u..

Why is it that the little things sometimes upset u to such an extent that it shakes ur entire belief system..

Why is it that u feel so happy and glad that people seek out to u with their problems and u dont know whom to turn to when tears wanna rush past your eyes and roll down ur cheeks..

Why is it that people dont complain when you appreciate the little things that make u happy but do so when little things make u cry..

What do u do when you're angry or upset for some silly reason with the only people ure comfortable with to share ur dumbest and lamest or most stupid sorrows or tantrums ..

Why do u resolve to forget abt the world and screw everything and focus on ur goals and urself everytime ure upset about someone/something..and it all goes flying out of the window the next day..

Why am i saying 'u' everywhere when its all me..

Why am i writing this when i know ill regret it tomorrow..

Why are there some things i just cannot seem to take..

Why dont I have any will power whatsoever..

Why am i not studying during the time i took to write this post..which makes no sense anyway..

Why am i thinking if i have any other questions to type..

Sigh..Im wondering if there will be a happier post soon..thats like another question..i dunno if i should lol or go aaarrrghhh..!